August 10th

I realized tonight that it's been almost 9 years since I miscarried Ali's twin sister. In some ways, it still hurts. Sometimes I look at Ali and wonder what two of her would have been like. Would Rhiannon have been as imaginative as Ali? Would she have done as well in school? What would her personality been like? I can only hope that one day I will find out. Sitting here now, I am feeling a little empty. Yeah, I love all of my kids to death. But there will always be an empty space in my heart for my little Rhiannon Elizabeth. I thank god every day that he blessed me with Ali.